My life has definitely had this roller coaster thing going on the last few months. One minute I’m up and the next I’m down. I’ll be glad when everything is a little more stable so I can breathe for a little while. I’m ready for so many things, but there are still a lot of road blocks in my way and it’s driving me crazy. I know…patience is a virtue. Unfortunately, this is a virtue that I don’t always have. I try to just sit back and let things happen as they should, but sometimes I have to try to help them along and everything blows up in my face. You think that at 30 years old I would learn just to chill but obviously not. Oh well this is just a part of who I am I guess.
I’m finally learning to love me and I know that when I finally meet my real Mr. Right that I will be able to love him the way he deserves to be loved. A part of me feels like I may have already found him, but I just have to be patient and see what happens. It’s so hard, but like I said before if I push this it will blow up in my face so quit quick I won’t even realize what happened. Only time will tell what the future holds so I just have to practice my patience and hope for the best.
