It’s been a decent week for once. The pain hasn’t been too bad and as for my personal life…well I just don’t care anymore. That one special person is probably history, but I don’t have the time or energy to worry about it. It may sound like I’m being a bitch, but it’s always been his choice not to get to know me and I need more than that. I don’t need a guy shoved up my ass, but I do need someone who makes an effort…even the smallest effort would have made all the difference. I know I’m complicated, but I’m not that complicated.
Anyways I’m just going to take it one day at time and concentrate more on the Fibromyalgia more than anything else. If I don’t start taking care of me more, then this crap is going to take me out. I don’t know why I’m so worried about finding a man because when I do find one I’m going to be too sick to care if I keep on the same path I’m on now. It’s all about me now and if someone makes that effort to get inside my world then I may just let him.
I hope everyone has a great day. Be brilliant!
