Things have been looking up a little more lately. I’m feeling a little more in control of my
situation and the best thing is that I’m feeling like myself again. I lost a part of me again in this insane life
of mine. I let the pain beat me down to
the point of feeling worthless and unaccomplished. When I don’t feel like me I don’t feel like
writing. The inspiration and motivation
were nowhere to be found. I just didn’t
care about it, but at the same time not writing was only making me feel worse
because that’s the one thing I’m determined not to let this monster take from
me and I was letting it, without a fight.
I’m back now though and I’m fighting harder than ever. This is my life and it’s going to be
everything I’ve dreamed it could be. I’m
going to go after what I need and then I’m going after what I want. I’m tired of my illness telling me what I can
and can’t do. I would rather die trying
than to live the rest of my life in a corner crying.
I hope everyone is having an awesome day/night. Don’t forget to be brilliant!
