Oh my crazy life. I
never know where I’m going to be or what I’m going to be doing from one crazy
moment to the next. Sometimes it’s crazy
fun with people I love and sometimes it’s crazy pain that knocks me on my ass
and sometimes it’s just a whole lot of crazy that no one understands. To be perfectly honest I wouldn’t have it any
other way. Yes the pain part does suck,
but I accepted that a long time ago.
Hell it’s been almost 23 years since the pain started. It’s still hard to believe that 23 years ago
I felt absolutely no pain, besides the pain of falling off my bike and then bam
it just hit and never went away. I guess
life is just crazy like that.
You never know what’s going to happen so you have to be
ready for anything. I know this
now. I wasn’t prepared to have a chronic
illness. I would like to meet someone
who is. It’s taken me a long time, but
I’m as prepared now as I’m ever going to be.
I take my meds, I do my research, I know what keeps me comfortable and
what irritates me when the pain gets too bad and above all I make sure that
wherever I’m at I have the resources to deal with a bad pain attack.
My life is crazy and uncertain, but it keeps me
entertained. I laugh through the good
times and I laugh through the bad times.
You just have to keep smiling and laughing and eventually the bad things
will pass. Life is what you make it so
if you laugh more then you’ll create more happiness and after that anything is
possible.
I hope everyone is having an awesome day. Don’t forget to be brilliant!
