I wonder if I will ever be able to fully trust
again. After you find out how easily
someone that is supposed to love you can lie right to your face without
thinking twice about it, it makes it hard.
I’m constantly over analyzing everything when I attempt another
relationship. I can’t just roll with it
and be happy because I’m waiting to get screwed over again. It’s not healthy and quite frankly it makes
me miserable, but I don’t know how to let it go.
My life was all figured out and then I found out I had
two chronic illnesses and a cheating husband.
Everything I had worked so hard for was gone and there was no way of
getting it back. I fought through my
emotions about both situations and I’m finally feeling like I have my life
headed in the right direction again, except for the fact that I may never truly
trust someone ever again.
Hopefully at some point I will heal enough to change
this. I don’t know. I’m not really sure how all this works so I’m
just hoping for the best and I will keep on keeping on no matter what.
Hope everyone has a wonderful night. Be brilliant!
