It’s going to be one of those damn days.  I can already feel it.  My pain level is high and I can’t seem to turn my brain on today.  I’m about to throw my desk chair out of the window.  It has to be the most uncomfortable chair in the world.  Not only is it uncomfortable, but it makes these very loud strange noises every time I move.  It’s quite distracting. 

I’m hoping if I keep typing something meaningful might flow out, but I don’t think it’s going to happen this morning.  I just can’t seem to get functioning today.  It’s dark and dreary here, with more rain on the way, so I just want to go back to bed.

I hope everyone is functioning better than me! Be brilliant!

I’ve been going through a lot of crap lately, but it could be worse.  I try to always remember that when folks are testing my patience and my illnesses are on my last nerve.  It’s hard sometimes though, because I’m human and I have my faults.  When I get tired, I’m tired and the next big thing or sometimes even something small can push me right over the edge.  It’s not pretty when I flip out either.  I’m pretty sure I look like someone who should be locked up in a psych ward in the middle of nowhere during these moments.

I dwell on things and stress myself out over nothing.  Small humps often become huge mountains in my world.  I’m going to have to learn to change my thinking before I drive myself and those around me insane.  I believe that would be very beneficial to my health, but changing is never easy.  Maybe I’ll figure it out one of these days.

I hope everyone is having an awesome day/night wherever you may be!  Be brilliant!