Things have been looking up a little more lately.  I’m feeling a little more in control of my situation and the best thing is that I’m feeling like myself again.  I lost a part of me again in this insane life of mine.  I let the pain beat me down to the point of feeling worthless and unaccomplished.  When I don’t feel like me I don’t feel like writing.  The inspiration and motivation were nowhere to be found.  I just didn’t care about it, but at the same time not writing was only making me feel worse because that’s the one thing I’m determined not to let this monster take from me and I was letting it, without a fight.  I’m back now though and I’m fighting harder than ever.  This is my life and it’s going to be everything I’ve dreamed it could be.  I’m going to go after what I need and then I’m going after what I want.  I’m tired of my illness telling me what I can and can’t do.  I would rather die trying than to live the rest of my life in a corner crying.

I hope everyone is having an awesome day/night.  Don’t forget to be brilliant!